So, I've been a long time "lurker" from aspd, and I just feel like voicing something that's bugging me.
I've been pretty paranoid about the whole hobby, in fact I've only been with one other provider, but she is from a other city. Well I finally got the courage to meet up with a local provider. Things were great, I saw her once a week for about a month. Well I asked for a reference for another provider bc I am a newbie, and all of the sudden she gets pissed off. She said her feelings were hurt and that she didn't want to share one of here favorite regulars. Pretty hypocritical, huh? She can have other regulars, but now I'm stuck trying to figure a way to get another reference. Probably not right posting this here, just felt like venting.