The mods changed his screen name on other site because of this very same reason. He really should get out of the hobby doing things like that will never end well. Be safe andybugleetcand maybe take some time off.
Originally Posted by Scoot642
No because then I would be celibate and I refuse that. I want to be dirty and immoral as possible.
Also same reason I purposely go 80 on the Northway where speed limit is 65 - to rebel (although everyone else goes 80, so I dont think I am rebelling really). But I do it to rebel and also like to bully people who chose to go 65 and follow the speed limit. That is how I view virgins and celebates and like to be sexually immorral to bully them and be bad.
And also this hobby is the only hope I feel for my situation. Whenever I come across a young couple and feel angry, I tell myself "its ok, I will see a provider soon to what that other guy has." Without this hobby, I have no way to control myself around young couples.
And yes I come to these forms to vent cuz I have nobody helping me in my real life. My over-involved mother died from cancer three years ago (only person in world who understood me) and my father is a mentally abusive asshole who I have now estranged myself from (happiest I have been since blocking him - notice I am spending Fathers Day proudly alone). And I do have a new good counselor now, but she cant be there 24/7, plus nobody except fellow mogners can understand my frustration and the dangers in this hobby. So I come here to vent and for help.