Any other girls do it "for the kicks"?

Hahahaha, couldn't help but title with an MST3k quote, but this is a fairly serious topic... Having been sidelined by a nasty and prolonged case of bronchitis, I decided to spend some time in Los Angeles, my forbidden love of a city, all signs point to being back soon, but I've sure appreciated this time to think.

Still, since I have been unable to visit any gents, I find myself inexorably pulled to lurk the boards, rehash triumphs and failures, and, before I skipped town, even cruise boulder highway and play "count the chickens". If I knew the strolls out here I'd no doubt check them out as well. Though I would never "walk" myself, I do have respect for the ladies that do so, reading sordid tales of furtive back seat encounters can always get my blood flowing. Indeed my first steps down this path, as tentative and shakey as they were, were done under the irresistible pull of my (many) deviances.

Don't get me wrong, seeing one too many "exposés" on "the craigslist provider problem" leading an extremely kinky yet sheltered girl to meet some stranger in a half finished house could have very likely ended very ugly. I have thanked my agnostic guardian angels many a time for watching out for me. I was lucky enough to come in contact with the right people after learning there were hobby boards out there.

Even after doing the math that every provider no doubt has done ("Hmmmm, 40 hours of this equals 2 hours of that") I still never properly went about it as "a business" Of course there are good and bad sides to this, I've never had a bad review except when referencing my sometimes awful scheduling. As they say "never do anything for pay that you wouldn't do for free"

My nature being "if you are going to do something, do it well" I was mortified by the 12 or so emails I had missed on this site, I know I have learned a lot being in this business off and on for almost a year now, and am ever thankful for the wonderful people I've met along the way. I still have a lot to learn, some aspects of this whole "being a female-type creature" still elude me, even. My inner deviant is raring to get back in the saddle, to "get ready" with care again, ever eager for the next adventure.

Tldr: sidelined freak misses her people dearly

Thanks for listening to me ramble... Anyone else think it's just so deliciously naughty to take part in this dance? From either side of the transaction?

Hahahaha, couldn't help but title with an MST3k quote, but this is a fairly serious topic... Having been sidelined by a nasty and prolonged case of bronchitis, I decided to spend some time in Los Angeles, my forbidden love of a city, all signs point to being back soon, but I've sure appreciated this time to think.

Still, since I have been unable to visit any gents, I find myself inexorably pulled to lurk the boards, rehash triumphs and failures, and, before I skipped town, even cruise boulder highway and play "count the chickens". If I knew the strolls out here I'd no doubt check them out as well. Though I would never "walk" myself, I do have respect for the ladies that do so, reading sordid tales of furtive back seat encounters can always get my blood flowing. Indeed my first steps down this path, as tentative and shakey as they were, were done under the irresistible pull of my (many) deviances.

Don't get me wrong, seeing one too many "exposés" on "the craigslist provider problem" leading an extremely kinky yet sheltered girl to meet some stranger in a half finished house could have very likely ended very ugly. I have thanked my agnostic guardian angels many a time for watching out for me. I was lucky enough to come in contact with the right people after learning there were hobby boards out there.

Even after doing the math that every provider no doubt has done ("Hmmmm, 40 hours of this equals 2 hours of that") I still never properly went about it as "a business" Of course there are good and bad sides to this, I've never had a bad review except when referencing my sometimes awful scheduling. As they say "never do anything for pay that you wouldn't do for free"

My nature being "if you are going to do something, do it well" I was mortified by the 12 or so emails I had missed on this site, I know I have learned a lot being in this business off and on for almost a year now, and am ever thankful for the wonderful people I've met along the way. I still have a lot to learn, some aspects of this whole "being a female-type creature" still elude me, even. My inner deviant is raring to get back in the saddle, to "get ready" with care again, ever eager for the next adventure.

Tldr: sidelined freak misses her people dearly

Thanks for listening to me ramble... Anyone else think it's just so deliciously naughty to take part in this dance? From either side of the transaction? Originally Posted by MarieDupree

Great post...and yes. Absolutely deliciously naughty.

Please let me know when you'll be back. I'd really like to meet you.

I had wondered where you disappeared to!!!

Haha Great read Marie as you managed to catch my eye!!!

I look forward to you getting back in the saddle and getting acquainted with your inner deviant. Something about a well-spoken deviant gets me going.

Get well soon and get back to Vegas!!

"count the chickens" ......
LOL!... I have done that both in and out of the casinos. Hope you feel better soon, you sound like a real down to eather person. Hope we meet some day..

One of the most interesting posts I've read in awhile.

May you feel your usual self again in no time!

And hurry back to Las Vegas!

You guys are just too sweet! The thick seaside air is doing wonders for my lungs, I expect to be back in the saddle sooner rather than later, a tad disappointed I missed the brunt of the busy season, but I seem to stay steady no matter what, then again, I like to think of myself as "subsistence level" I want to make sure I still find things fun, I'm certainly raring to go already, the first gents I get my hands on are gonna be in trouble

...the first gents I get my hands on are gonna be in trouble Originally Posted by MarieDupree

I plan on being one of them.

Me too me too me too!! Get well soon; get back here; let's get together!

You guys are just too sweet! The thick seaside air is doing wonders for my lungs, I expect to be back in the saddle sooner rather than later, a tad disappointed I missed the brunt of the busy season, but I seem to stay steady no matter what, then again, I like to think of myself as "subsistence level" I want to make sure I still find things fun, I'm certainly raring to go already, the first gents I get my hands on are gonna be in trouble Originally Posted by MarieDupree

That's the kind of trouble I love!

I'm actually about to start heading back to Vegas, I'll be there by this evening, yay!

Since I'll be staying with friends it's not likely I'll have incall available any time soon, but here's hoping I get to meet some new fellas, and catch up with my favorites!

I'm actually about to start heading back to Vegas, I'll be there by this evening, yay!

Since I'll be staying with friends it's not likely I'll have incall available any time soon, but here's hoping I get to meet some new fellas, and catch up with my favorites! Originally Posted by MarieDupree

Exxxcellent.

C u the end of May!

Had to read this again, get my blood pumping. Wish tomorrow was May 26th so I'd be heading west. More importantly finally meeting you my dear.

It's the best part of this beautiful game that we play. I get a kick out of having multiple partners, getting to do kinky things with people I would never meet in everyday life. The money finances my dreams, but the orgasms keep me cumming back for more. I don't think I'll ever leave sex work entirely. I love it, and always have. I truly believe it's my calling.