My story with Cherry Red

This thread is gonna be long but I promise it's not boring. It's my real experience. There is a lot of emotion, frustration, confusion and mix of many other feelings that is beyond my description as a English as Second Language speaker.

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This thread is gonna be long but I promise it's not boring. It's my real experience. There is a lot of emotion, frustration, confusion and mix of many other feelings that is beyond my description as a English as Second Language speaker.

First of all, I just wanna say thank you to the person (G-) who introduced me to this forum so that I can share my story and feeling with people and get advice from both hobbyists and ladies. My friend (G-), this is Trey [staff edit, johnny. At request of op delete phone no. I know you have changed you number, but if you happen to see this article here, please contact me and I miss you my friend.

Motivation: I met her yesterday in Westport in KC and I also wrote a review of her, but I just decide to write more about me and my story since i was desperate after last night and just cannot keep it to myself anymore. I am looking for some support, advice and consolation from people here.

I met her last night and it was a disaster as I mentioned in my review. Ladies, could you tell me what might be the reason that if you give someone who has known you and helped u in the past 4 months only a BBBJ and kicked him out but give some new client a full-covered service. I am frustrated and I don't understand this. It just doesn't seem logical to me.

She is a person of big significance to my life. To be honest with you all, I lost my virginity to her and put her nick name Cherry Red on my right arm bicep area as a tattoo. But I have really come to a point that I don't know what to do. She just came back from Dallas this week and I have been contacting her and text her everyday when she was in Dallas. I texted her "good morning" and "good night" everyday, and felt really happy and elated when she texted me back saying "good morning love" and "sleep tight babe". Those were the best time in my life, but it seems like it has gone. I have been sending her vanilla gift cards to help her even she lied to me every time about how she use them. She told me those were for food but she actually used them for bp posting. I even helped her friends to get a room (I payed $100) the day before yesterday because one of her girlfriends told me that she was upset and crying because she couldn't help her friends.

Before she left Dallas, I have met her more than 10 times since Jan/5/2014 and I can't remember all the details and feeling but the first is definitely one of the best. I bought her iphone and a necklace for her as V-Day gift, however I have never seen her wearing them not even in V-Day. I even gave her extra 600 after the 4th time I met her because she told me she has a daughter and I said I wanna help you so you don't need to post for tomorrow. Like I mentioned in my review, her service has been really fluid. Sometimes it was full-covered service but other times she just gave me a BJ and ran away telling me that she will be back in 10 mins, which was alway a lie.

I forgave her every time because the the tattoo on my arm. I am not religious but I believe that there is a reason that God let me met this girl.I am not looking for a BF-GF relationship. All I need is just trying to get some extra, maybe some more caring from her after what I have done for this girl. It doesn't really matter to me if she doesn't give me some extra but why does she not even give me a full-covered service some times. At least, I want every date with her the best time of my day rather than more confusion and frustration.

My dear readers, I need your advice. Sorry for typing so many words. Even a normal person will treat me like a friend if I helped that person the same way I helped her. But she doesn't seems to have any appreciation for what I have done . Or maybe escorts don't like guys with emotion and they don't like emotion either. Could someone please tell me what should I do and what did I do wrong?

The reason I left my contact is also that someone can give me some personal advice over the phone.

Again, thank you so much for your patience. I am waiting for your advice here. Thanks

Make your next appointment with a good artist for a cover up tattoo and move on with your life, it will be alot safer!!

Perhaps you and Grizzly should get together and exchange stories - or is that the G?

Yes, G is Grizzly. But can anyone help me understand why is this girl doing this to me?

Yes, G is Grizzly. But can anyone help me understand why is this girl doing this to me? Originally Posted by Etakappanu

Because she can.

Best advice: Either get a new girl every night for a week or get out of the hobby all together.

I put her nick name Cherry Red on my right arm bicep area as a tattoo. Originally Posted by Etakappanu

I have been sending her vanilla gift cards to help her even she lied to me every time about how she use them. She told me those were for food but she actually used them for bp posting. Originally Posted by Etakappanu

I even helped her friends to get a room (I payed $100) the day before yesterday because one of her girlfriends told me that she was upset and crying because she couldn't help her friends. Originally Posted by Etakappanu

I bought her iphone and a necklace for her as V-Day gift, however I have never seen her wearing them not even in V-Day. Originally Posted by Etakappanu

I even gave her extra 600 after the 4th time I met her because she told me she has a daughter and I said I wanna help you so you don't need to post for tomorrow Originally Posted by Etakappanu

I am not religious but I believe that there is a reason that God let me met this girl. Originally Posted by Etakappanu

So sad, some people are just not meant for this hobby.

Thank u everyone. I guess I'm just too young to look at women as solely sex object.

Thank u everyone. I guess I'm just too young to look at women as solely sex object. Originally Posted by Etakappanu

You're age has nothing to do with it.
You're looking for a meaningful relationship with a girl that's a hooker, its not gonna happen.
So you are definitely on the wrong site, because what you're feeling is totally unhealthy!
Move on and good luck to you.

Thank u everyone. I guess I'm just too young to look at women as solely sex object. Originally Posted by Etakappanu

Dude. Forget the hobby for a second. In just the normal dating life there are enough red flags here to send any normal girl running. You need to re-look at how you handle relationships. You lose your virginity to a woman and run out and get a tattoo with her name on it. Not even knowing her for 45 days you are buying her an iPhone and what I am sure is an expensive necklace. Your posting just kept getting worse as it went. Most normal girls would be running away. It is very unhealthy.

The girls in this hobby are not looking for relationships. If they were they would be on match.com vs backpage.com under escorts. They are here simply to make money. With that said, you are not the first guy in this world to fall head over heels for a provider. Sadly it happens way too often. Frankly, it is possible to participate in this hobby without treating the ladies simply as sex objects. I have no doubt that the ladies on this board will confirm that there are respectable gentlemen who treat them with respect, and dignity.

Ask yourself these questions. How often did you spend time with her where she initiated the contact and no money was exchanged? She just wanted to hang out and have sex for free? You said that you texted her every day, but did she ever send the first text saying that she was thinking about you? And if she did initiate first contact, was there ever a time that it didn't involve you giving her more money?

Not trying to be harsh here, but you really need to move on here and get past this girl. You clearly mis-read the situation and are "poorer" for it. Again you aren't the first one to have this happen. Find a good tattoo artist to cover up your tattoo, chalk this up to a learning experience, and move on. And if you can't move on, then you may want to seek some professional help to help you. Again, not saying that to be mean. You asked for advice. Unfortunately it is what it is.

I wish you well.

Thank u everyone. I guess I'm just too young to look at women as solely sex object. Originally Posted by Etakappanu

Don't you dare for one fucking second dump this shit on anyone else but you, dipshit!

It's one thing to act like someone who respects women. It's another to think you're saving women from a lifestyle they've chosen.

The women who provide aren't [I]solely[I] sex objects. I'm sure they all have lives outside of here where they do all sorts of great things like go to school, have kids, appreciate the arts, whatever whatever. But when they're here, they're transacting business because they want to. In fact, many appreciate it when their customers don't try to get to know in any other way besides a sex object.

Get over yourself.

Wow. My fiend, you don't need our help or advise. You need to see someone and talk about a lot of issues you have going on. Seek a good consular or therapist.

Thank you LeilaniBebe and thank you BBQDude71 for your invaluable advice, showing me the reality, and telling me to move on. I have been thinking about moving on and your words are definite helpful. In response to BBQDude71's question, no money exchange when she initiate the contact is almost none. She sometimes initiated contact with me saying "How are you" or "What are you doing" when she was in Dallas , and then followed by saying "Can you please please give me a card with a cherry on top?". In that case, I sometimes just keeping saying I am busy until midnight. Then say "Good night" to her, and she will still text me back saying "Good night, sleep tight". Sometimes, she contacted me to tell me to move up her post in bp which cost 12 dollar.

All the question you (BBQDude71) asked just hit the soft spot in my heart. Yesterday, when i drove to her place, her response to my text "I am excited and I miss you" is "how far are you?". But the time when she was about to leave to Dallas, she did text me "thank you for tonight, keep in touch, I hope to see you soon", which makes me feel really good even I wasn't able to go see her that day. Some other good conversations, such as when I say her email account (the one she gave me), some guy emailed her and said that he can take care of her. I then called her with tears and said that "you don't need me no more because you found someone who can take care of you in Dallas". Her response was "I am not the type of girl relying on sugar daddy, and you are special to me". Her words made me feel good and that night before I went to sleep I called her and she was again asking "are you still feeling bad". I said no with a big smile on my face.

I think it's my personality that I tend to forgot how people hurt me and remember the time they are nice to me (saying this to both Cherry and Kiara Kute). I would appreciate it if anybody here can recommend me some dating sites that are actually not scam.

I am not too frustrated about her anticipation for money. But what make it worse is that sometimes like yesterday she just did a BJ(15 mins) and tell me to leave while I gave her the donation for 1hr. I am assuming the reason is that next client is coming (Kiara Kute did that to me 3 or 4 times). It fine that she doesn't appreciate my help, but it's just too bad that she doesn't not give me a full-cover just because next guy is coming. No, actually she just wanted to give me a BJ from beginning because she wouldn't want to take off her cloth. But anyway, it's her responsibility to keep her schedule with conflict unless she just did that to me on purpose.

Again, I appreciate everyone who gives me advise. Here is her current phone number
785 317 6864.
If you haven't seen her before, I would say she is a good one to try because she is really beautiful and with good body. I guess I say this because so that people will go see her so she can make more income and get through this. I alway wish her the best even though she's hurting me.