This is a true story.
The names have been changed to protect the... well you know.
This letter is neither the beginning nor the end of the story. It is a fork in the road, a decision point, highlighting an inciting event. The actual story is much too long to be a post in a thread on a hooker board. One reason it is here is because unbeknownst to me at the time; she was a former escort.
Backstory: We met on a Sugar Daddy site.
Whirlwind "romance". No set allowance. Just room & board, gifts, clothes, money for hair & nails, partying at strip clubs regularly & a trip to Vegas together.
She basically moves in with me. One day when I come home from work & she's gone without a trace. My 2nd string laptop is gone along with an old portable DVD player, $200 in coins, and my big red suitcase. A few days later I get a call from the bank. Someone had attempted to withdraw $1500 but could not authenticate the proper information. Thank you LifeLock. Weeks later a correspondence arrives.
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Jazmine Walker (SID number 949487)
Bexar County Adult Detention Center San Antonio, TX 78207
Chore,
I tried to call you. You didn't accept. Understandable. But I wasn't calling you asking you to bail me out of jail or anything like that. I was calling to say I'm sorry. I know it's not worth much but I am. I know I was wrong as hell and I can't imagine how I must've made you feel. I made a huge mistake and I apologize for it. I feel horrible for doing something so cruel and conniving to the only man who I feel truly ever sincerely loved me. But this letter is the least I can do. I have to give you some closure so you don't have to wonder why anymore.
Baby, I've been going through a lot since I came to San Antonio. Trying to make it out here on my own with no friends, family or support when I got here I was hanging out with some friends at this bar called Scoundrels and got in a little trouble. I got arrested and at the time I had some things on me I shouldn't have and caught a self-edit charge. I bonded out and I'm still going to trial fighting it and it was getting expensive. Between court costs and attorney fees, bills and not having a job I went flat broke. On top of that, I missed my court date, therefore Bexar County issued a warrant for my arrest. The morning I disappeared was the day I found out about the warrant. My roomie told me the police had come by looking for me. I got scared, I panicked. I wasn't thinking straight and I made a stupid decision. (And I'm still in jail.)
Now that I think about it, I should've been more open with you and let you know I was having problems and we could've worked it out together because I know you would never want me here. It was just too embarrassing for me, but this is way more. Now I'm sitting in jail, no friends, no family, I might be losing my kids, no money for food, probably nowhere to go by the time I get out. And on top of it all... I've lost you. If you're wondering if I really loved you the answer is yes. I did and still do. You made me love you in a way I felt was not possible. It's indescribable. I loved the way you looked at me. It made me feel like I was truly wanted and worth everything I never thought I was. I loved the way you touched me. The way you tasted me. The way you enjoyed tasting me. You made me feel as though I could fill you with my pleasure. I love the way you always went after my climax and took control of my orgasms. How you would tell me I'm the best, but really you were the best. You made me erupt like never before and I became addicted. And now... I've lost you.
I'm not asking you to take me back at this moment, but I'm begging you not to release me. You love me and I love you. I know trust is gone but I want forgiveness. Please Chore, don't let me go. I want to make things better. Be a better person for you. I need you. Your love and support if nothing else is valuable to me. I love you. Please forgive me. My thoughts "so scared of lonely"
Jazmine M. Walker
P.S. can you at least write back and let me know you got this? Please?