I wanted to thank everyone for the special birthday wishes... It wasn't the best but what can one expect.. I partied like it was my last so thats why it took me so long to reply...LOL thanks for all the private notes and calls during this holiday season as well.. meant so very much to me.. y'all have NO idea... someday I'll be able to express what this community did for me during the darkest hours of my life...but for now.. just thank you!!!! Randi