who is in control of the situation? I don't mean a session, I mean the mind. do you have an obsession about a provider and want to see her every day or week or is there a hobbyist that you providers wish would call more often? who has the upper hand or who's got who? personally I find myself daydreaming about a certain one and wonder whats going on in her mind. am I an ATM or someone she is daydreaming about, waiting for a call or text. who needs who most?
how do you see your situation?