I am sorry for this intrusion, but this is the only way that I feel that I can get aa message across to someone that I may have wronged. There was a client yesterday that made an appt, and even though I told him that it would not be the best time to meet I agreed to that appt. When the time came I could not go thru with the appt because I could not and would not throw my bad energies on him. So I wasted his time. and even though I know I am right in the choice that I made, I am wrong in that I ever let him plan on seeing me..... and on this I want to say I am truly sorry. Because of the otter upheavals of all the moving and body aches, broken toe and sadness..... I should never lay that on another person. I needed money so despreatly, but never at the expense of another. I do hope you will forgive me.
The only excuse I can make is that the last 6 years have been a total torture to me.... I am not a nomad and have been forced to move alot. Losing my phone put me off work, off work meant no money to pay rent at the hotel, and that meant my things were put out again... I lost my TV, my Laptop, my Shoes because of one tiny thing... a lost phone. You see people think that providers are loaded, but people dont realize that alot of us can go days without work. Even the best. I have haad daays where every single call is a fake, beeen stood up as man times as you can imagine. But I know thaat I am still blessed in that the people that do show up are amazing people that brought something to my life and I hope that I bring something to theirs.
When you see someone stumble try to catch them before they fall, or at least cushion them as they fall.... karma can work both ways.
Again I am sorry for bothering those that this does not apply to but in the big scheme of things it applies to all of us.