Recently my go to provider has started a RL relationship. Me understanding this, I've tried removing myself because I know that she will not be able to live life normally and still part take in this one (whatever you ladies call this line of work).
She claimed that she would be able to see me and others and still have a dating life, but things changed quickly. The first incident was when I was going to setup the usual meeting with her, then all of a sudden she stopped texting. I texted her a few day's later to see if everything was alright. She responded a week in a half later to apologize, but I called her and she was crying profusely. She called me a few days later and said love makes you crazy. I felt it was whatever.
Then there was another incident when I met up with her. She basically hid me in her location. She said, "things were complicated" so I tried to leave because there wasn't much to go on and she wasn't explaining much on her part. She hid me until he left and then I left a few minutes later. She cried and told me she felt that we were "better" than this and I just laughed.
The last incident was last week. I called her to meet up and I felt that she had me on speaker phone. When I addressed her about it she suddenly switched it. She said she was going to take a nap and call me when she woke up. I agreed to meet up with her, but I fell asleep because I was tired from work. She already knew the situation on my part, but the text she sent was about me being mad and weird since she started having the relationship. I texted laugh out loud and all of a sudden she called me. I told her that she was either lying about the relationship she has or she she's playing a dangerous game knowing she's still living a double life. Her response let me know that she has some type feelings for me. I just told her I'll talk to her later, but the truth is I won't see her or talk to her again. I think I've gone too far, but don't know where I went too far.