I have bisexual tendencies. Ive never told my SO but cant help but think she knows by some of my requests of her (pegging with big dildos and cuckold stuff).
She has a bbc bull that has been involved for about a year. We meet with him 2-3 times a month to satisfy her need to be destroyed by a big cock. He is over 9", thick and can go multiple times. Over the last few months I had started to steal "accidental" touches and grabs of his cock and even convinced him to fuck her as we 69 so I can lick. These are usually done after we have all had many drinks.
Occasionally we will do a midday romp at a hotel near my office and we will each fuck her at least twice.
Last week I got us a room for lunch and due to her time constraints he only fucked her once. She showered and left to go handle picking up the kids and I jumped in behind her.
When I got out he was still nude and on the bed looking at porn on his phone. I made a joke about it and continued drying. He thanked me, as he always does, for allowing him to fuck my wife. I told him "no problem. She likes your big dick". He thens says "Yeah. Haha. Im thinking you both do. Dont think I haven't noticed you copping a feel when you can". I apologized and told him if it made him uncomfortable I would stop because I wanted this to be her release.
He says "Its cool. I get it and I dont get white pussy very often". He then says "I have one more in me. If you'd like to jerk me off, as a thank you, Ill let you."
I wasnt gonna pass up this chance. I wrapped my towel around me and went to work jerking him. I pulled him up good n hard with both hands and tried my luck by taking him in my mouth. Id never sucked one this big and I was loving it.
After awhile of me sucking and gagging on him he says "fuck this" and pushes my head off. I thought maybe the moment had caught up to him and he was stopping but I was wrong. He spun me around, squirted lube and entered me. Ive had dildos that big but never the real thing. I could take the bulk of him laying on my belly but it hurt. He was kind of verbally degrading me and it really turned me on. I was trying to jerk myself but couldn't get a good grip. Right before he came he started going balls deep and it hurt so bad and good at the same time. I couldnt get away because he had me pinned and was saying "take it, Bitch". He came in me and jumped up to take a shower. I laid there in a bit if a daze while he cleaned up. He told me not to tell my wife but did allow me to suck the last bit from him before he left. He swears that was a first for him.
Should I break down and tell my SO or keep the secret? I dont know how she would take it.