so....here is thing.....
massage parlor has been my biggest fantasy for a long time, and I have always love reading people's reviews and experiences....
I have always wanted to try, but I always chickened out.
Today...I don't know what got into my head, but I finally decided to go to one. The experience didn't live up to my expectation, but it wasn't a nightmare, I think it was average. However, after the massage....I just started to feel completely paranoid and guilty.
I'm paranoid that a po po is gonna up outside of my door one day and my life and career would be over. I used my cell phone to make the appointment (like a damn idiot) and at the massage receptionist I see that there is a camera. So I just keep feel like if that place got busted, then I would be screwed.
I also feel paranoid because I think I'm gonna get disease somehow from the bed sheet and towel. (I only had HE, not FS)
I also feel tremendous guilt because I'm in a relationship, and I just don't know why I did it.
please someone tell me that I'm gonna be okay if even place is busted. I don't think there is a camera in the room, so there is no actual proof, right?
someone just comfort me....serious response only. Appreciated.