I am Ash, I am 46 years old and I desire humiliation beyond imagination, I wish and hope that my wife would go out have fun and send me nasty texts and videos of her enjoying with different men and when she comes back home she will make me smell her panties and have them lick them clean telling me who came in them and than tell me to clean her pussy as there is all the cum. I dream about so many things.
I know this won't happen with my wife , we talked multiple times but she just does not like it and has shut me down number of times and has told me no more talk on this subject.
I think so much when I see a beautiful woman , I imagine her using me, humiliating me and degrading me. One thing I keep thinking is you invite me over for drinks and you are serving me Black label and coke, we are enjoying our evening talking about general stuff and you are asking me intimate details on my desires by this time I have had 8 to 9 glass of Black label with coke. At this time you tell me " do you want to now a secret" my reply obviously Yes please. You show me a video of you making the drink and than you show me that the coke bottle which you open and empty it half and than I see you squat down and full it with your beautiful piss and to top it off you have cum in condoms and you are adding those to come bottle and in video you are saying today you will be drinking 10 different Men cum along with my piss and next time you will have it directly from the source.
I think I am very sorry but need a woman to use me
Ash