Addict's Tilt

22, 23, 21, 20, 18.

If you play your cards right, Seeking is an endless cornucopia of assorted pussy.

What's better than a 20 leaving at 1:30 a.m.?

Picking an 18 up at 3:00 a.m.

My eight-day bender tally:

5 - Seeking
1 - Eros
1 - AMP
1 - Dominatrix

The bender is over. Back to life now. (And the 18.)

So 8 reviews are pending?

I already reviewed two (Eros and Dominatrix). I don't review Seeking girls.

Jesus my friend. You must be the CEO of Pfizer lol
I can afford one every two months if I am lucky

Jesus my friend. You must be the CEO of Pfizer lol
I can afford one every two months if I am lucky Originally Posted by Snood273

And the free time.
It must be nice to have superpowers.

And the free time.
It must be nice to have superpowers. Originally Posted by 12345abC

Those who abstain or use moderation have the superpowers.

I never wrote what I do is healthy, financially prudent, or advisable for myself or anyone else. The title is "Addict's Tilt" for a reason.

Of course I'm pissing money and time away chasing pussy. I'm fucking myself over in my pursuit of momentary pleasure. I openly admit it's an unhealthy addiction which leaves us with nothing to show for all our money and effort.

It may provide a fleeting high. But today is Monday, and that was Friday. I'm feening for more hits. I've been disciplined today, but tomorrow is a whole new day. Won't a hit of the flesh-meth be okay tomorrow, after all it's been three days? Come on, it's okay, you waited patiently three days, you need it. She just texted you. She's available. What's the big deal? I'm on my way over.

It's a weird addiction because it sounds great but we all know it's ultimately not healthy. I'm fucking my life - I'm fully aware of that. Yes, it most definitely affects my real-world in many ways. I've been open about the lows, not just the highs. And oh, there have been lows.

This can be a very destructive hobby. Building model airplanes is a better hobby. Ham radio is a better hobby. Bowling is a better hobby. Chasing paid pussy? Not a safe hobby. Fun, but so is the prohibited topic. An addict is an addict. We're all the same, we just choose different methods of execution.

For years I used to throw my burner phones out the window on the Thruway. I'd say not again. I'm done. I'm not going to see anyone. That's enough. I'd shred my atm cards and canceled any credit cards which had cash advance. I'd always wait until the banks were closed thinking I made it in the clear. But I'd always find a way. Oh, I can use a text app on the computer? Oh, I can cash checks at Price Chopper? I'm on my way over.

I finally gave up trying to quit, and accepted I'm too deeply flawed to give up my need for paid pussy. There's no fixing it. Just waiting out the clock on life.

If only I could relinquish any interest in paid pussy, and use all that time and money on more productive pursuits - or on nothing at all. I already fucked enough for ten lifetimes. Achieved every wetdream ten times over. I'll never fuck them all. Every year a new batch turns legal. How many do I need? How much is enough? But when you're an addict, it's never enough. It's like eating - I ate today. I'll need to eat tomorrow. And the next day, and the next. Why go hungry on any day? Incall available? I'm on my way over.

There's always a price to pay, and I pay it. Not just literally.

Anyone could afford to do what I do. It only costs you the life you could have had.

Man that bummed me out and made me horny at the same time

Originally Posted by Tomb8871

Seeking is for rookies… I use Facebook market place and search for wedding dresses… it gives u all the recent divorced ladies in the area… let’s u sort by size… be well my friends…

Hobby ur the man…

Hobby........you are a God........nice score..........wish you would review the seeking girls, but I understand, they don't really want to be reviewed because they don't believe they are hookers......LOL.


I am pissed that seeking kicked me off.........fucking duch bags.........there is NO WAY they don't know there site is used for UTR escorts!!

@Manage and @Soldierboy: Thank you for the feedback. I've been kicked off and lifetime-banned from Seeking multiple times. Here's how you get back on:

1) Buy a new tracfone or similar type. You can find a basic burner for well under $100.

2) Create a new email.

3) Buy a Vanilla gift card from Walmart/CVS/etc. Make up a differen address/zip code each time.

4) For safe measure, use different photos on your new Seeking profile. I've used the same ones no problem, but I don't have a main photo. I go no photo and make them request my photos and I only have two shitty ones. Now, if you're a legit handsome guy under age 40, then use your photos to your advantage. (If you're over age 40, and consider yourself handsome to younger girls, you're not handsome to them. You're just a narcissist.) But for the rest of us, wait on the photos.

(For newbies to Seeking, always put a younger age, and significantly more money than you actually have. Increase your height and say you're athletic build. In the written section, less is more. Keep it open ended and vague. None of this matters anyways.)

New phone, new email, new credit card... and voila, you're back on Seeking. Now all the girls who blocked you are visible again, and you get a second crack at it.

I always keep a dummy Seeking as well. This is a free, instant account on a second phone (I just make up a random email) just to search and see who isn't showing up on your real page. Plus, sometimes a girl will say she took hers down, but in reality blocked you.

If at one point you shared photos with a girl, and her profile now says she removed her page, well, if you go and check "photo permissions" of girls who have access to your photos, and her profile is still there, then all she did was block you.

Persistence is key. The motto, when trying to score a girl you really want: "she's either going to block me or fuck me." Don't stop pursuing until it happens.

Its like a video game. Hobby has achieved every level, beaten the boss at the end and we're at level one.

btw, tracfone even has a flip phone for $20.

Hobby, your search terms must be simple on seeking.
Under 25, 100mi+- radius , sort by hotness
and do you even read their profile, lol ?

@12345abc: Although it's written as a compliment, I don't agree with your video game analogy. We're all at level 1. And there's only one level. I've just spent more time at the game than some others, and there's plenty of mongers more experienced than me.

For Seeking, to each their own for searching. We all have different preferences and standards.

No, I don't bother reading the profiles. I look at the stats. Age, body type, height, location. I don't even need her to have a photo. I use a simple opening line, which is copy-pasted.

It's a numbers game. You need to message hundreds to have sustained success and build that pipeline of prospects.

I very frequently get ghosted or blocked when the 18-19-20 year olds see my photos. I'm not terrrible looking, just pushing 60. How do you get past the "too old" rejection? Is there a magic offering?