I am baffled, mystified, perplexed, and honestly saddened by my experiences here in the Tallahassee area.
I have been in the area on and off going on 4 months and in those 4 months, I have seen 3 gentlemen. Yes, they repeat frequently with me and have become friends, and I absolutely adore them, but the truth is, I can no longer justify coming to the area to play.
Is it me? Am I fugly? Am I cursed? Am I undesireable? I don't think I am, and have built a very nice clientele of die hard regulars in other areas. I am 5 ft 5, weigh 129 pounds, have silky soft blonde hair that gently wisp to my ass, big sparkling blue eyes, so what is it that I am doing here where I have so few request? Or is it the area?
I really am looking for answers, and if you can, please be gentle..... while I
may play in this arena, I am still a human being with feelings but I really do want to know, as the cost that are involved in being able to partake in this hobby, are far outweighing the benefits at this point.