and I cannot stop looking at him as he is busy working
and I get to watch. He is a black man and I always thought I was not attracted to black men but ever since I noticed him(which was immediately as I laid my eyes on him)I have had a hunger and curiosity about the black man.................Some of the Gents I see tell me that sadly "the reason" they wanted to see me was because "I did not cater to black men"
I know this will cause me to lose some play friends
but I can't help what I am feeling and I gotta go with that feeling