Went from provider to weird

Sorry if I offended anyone, didn't mean to sound so harsh and certainly not make fun of anyone but if I had a choice on how to die I'd rather be cracking a piece of ass than a car accident, plane crash, cancer etc. Just saying

When someone dies and is tragic no matter who they are or what the circumstances.

M.M. Originally Posted by Melissa Madyson

Not really ... thinck of it as a culling of the herd.

Not really ... thinck of it as a culling of the herd. Originally Posted by pyramider

Dumb hookers don't understand Bovine jargon.
The Martyr Hooker can't save a trick but will shove a piece of meat into her mouth with a jiz shot in the name of money.
Save a Heffer & spare a happy ending.

This might sound way off but I'm the type of person that believes you attract contrast into your experience to decide what you do and don't want in life. Now knowing what you know & having experienced that uncomfortable feeling, hopefully you will make decisions from a different perspective. If you are a good, stable, level minded, drama free type of guy you deserve that type of provider now if you just turn your attention towards that frequency you will attract her into your physical experience. Peace, love & light ❤️

Lot's of women have RW committed relationships alongside this lifestyle, many women on here are even married. But it's usually not accompanied by all of the drama you are experiencing. Your decision to back away safely is probably for the best.

Backing away is a good idea

Clearly seems she's gotten into a serious relationship.

Providers are women before escorts.

Maybe just move on to another provider, seems contacting her maybe adding more stress to her already complicated regular life.

And her dating life isn't this, her dating life is her boyfriend. That's regular dating. This is paid dating.