Justin_Scott and the White Flag of Surrender

Good luck. Drink is the curse of the working class or Work is the curse of the drinking class.

Lauren coulda totally got some and she knows it. Girl you're fucking fire. Feel free to flirt me out of retirement any time you feel like it.

And bring booze.

Nice post bruh. I'm sure that wasn't easy. Had a family member literally drank himself to death so good you recognize your issues. Wish you well with your struggles.

Lexie some of these posters know JS better than you may realize and I doubt Justin is taking their responses the way you are.

Relax a little

I'm not a fat chick. So we probably would've never met.
But I, too, like booze. And I wish you the best. Originally Posted by Lauren Mayfair

Continue with the booze and drinking problem and you will be a fat whore also.
And Justin doesn't just see BBW. So that was a very stupid and rude thing to say.

Yes, he PM'd me with a little backstory, so all is well.

Lexie some of these posters know JS better than you may realize and I doubt Justin is taking their responses the way you are.

Relax a little Originally Posted by Eccie Addict

Lauren coulda totally got some and she knows it. Girl you're fucking fire. Feel free to flirt me out of retirement any time you feel like it.

And bring booze. Originally Posted by Justin_Scott

This will be multiple shades of corny, but I need to do it. So indulge me if you can’t just ignore it. I’m thinking mass apathy will rule the day here and this thread will die a relatively quick death. I’ve done very few things on this board purely for the attention, so I hope I get some understanding. Originally Posted by Justin_Scott

Justin, even though we've never met, I've always viewed you to be a stand up guy. By the way, for those who thought he posted this in a drunken stupor, you have no clue. This is a very intelligent posting made by a very intelligent gentleman.

I’m leaving the hobby and I wanted to say goodbye publicly. I joke to myself that the last four years were my cute little “wine and women” phase of my life, and I was just having a little fun, but I’ve never hobbied for the right reasons. Now I find myself coping with what I realize is a bitter end. I’ve been a man at war with myself, jeopardizing everything important for… for basically nothing. I won’t lie, I’ve had fun and met some amazing people. If you knew the real life me, you’d be shocked that I had this in me, and I’m strangely proud of that. But I hurt some people by doing this, and in both this world and the real world I can feel myself spiraling downward into darkness and villainy. I have to regain control. I learned things about myself during this phase, and I’ve gotten to know a liar, a fraud, a coward, and even a passive aggressive bitch inside of me that I didn’t even know was there. This hobby is amazing, but when you do this with the wrong motive, it can go sideways eventually. I hope that my last few reviews positively impacted the site and contributed to those particular escorts’ livelihood. Originally Posted by Justin_Scott

I know exactly how you feel and this is why I've been on hiatus for >6 years.

I’m also watching another close family member die, and I have an alcohol problem that’s bigger than me and isn’t just gonna go away. Sorry if that’s too real. But I’ve never been a board persona. If you’ve ever met me, you met ME. And every guy I met from this board in RL, and every woman who was unfortunate enough to see my narrow black ass naked probably had some kind of positive impact. I’ve thanked and apologized to some of you privately, but without naming names, I sincerely want to thank everyone here that has ever shared a moment with me. You brought me joy, made me smile, and you were probably more of a blessing than you realize. Originally Posted by Justin_Scott

I recently lost my mother in law and I'm taking care of a pretty sick wife. Outside of the alcohol problem you mentioned, I know exactly where you're coming from.

My apologies again for the cheesiness of this, but I have to take the high road out of here.

Be well, everyone... Originally Posted by Justin_Scott

God bless you and your family. You're good guy and you and your family deserve the best you have to offer them. Over the past few years I've come to realize how important family is.

I've met him more than once (sober) Originally Posted by Lexieinhouston

You or him?

and I don't think it's sympathy he's after. Originally Posted by Lexieinhouston

I would hope so. Getting sympathy from a 2-D screen would be the height of folly.

Lauren coulda totally got some and she knows it. Girl you're fucking fire. Feel free to flirt me out of retirement any time you feel like it. Originally Posted by Justin_Scott

So is this you being a coward, a fraud, a liar, or passive aggressive right now?

And bring booze. Originally Posted by Justin_Scott

Please thand over your 'one day' chip.

Nice post bruh. I'm sure that wasn't easy. Originally Posted by TheDr

On the contrary, he's done this before. Pretty sure he could do this on muscle memory now.

Had a family member literally drank himself to death so good you recognize your issues. Wish you well with your struggles. Originally Posted by TheDr

He's not struggling one bit.

Lexie some of these posters know JS better than you may realize and I doubt Justin is taking their responses the way you are. Originally Posted by Eccie Addict

No. I just wanna kick him while he's "down". Now stay "down", puppy.

No. I just wanna kick him while he's "down". Now stay "down", puppy. Originally Posted by Dorian Gray

By all means...... Carry on.....

*iqqa get yo evil decepticon ass up out of my glorious lovefest of a retirement threAD.

Or keep "kicking." I'm a sit here in this folding chair and await the worst thing that can result from it.

Wow Dorian...just get it all out of your system, lol. I think I'm going get a folding chair too.

<side note: Lauren PM'd & all is well, sweet girl>



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Originally Posted by Russ38

My demons do not need, want, nor accept cohorts such as these.

By all means...... Carry on..... Originally Posted by Eccie Addict

Thank you. I will. This thread look familiar? :rhetorical question:
http://eccie.net/showthread.php?t=570577 (dated:10.08.12)
How many times are we gonna hear "the last known words of Justin_Scott" ?
If he couldn't figure it out then, why is he gonna figure it out now.
Better yet....
http://eccie.net/showthread.php?t=264912 (dated:07.27.11)
He has a nice cycle of self-realizing epiphanies. Garnering compassion & empathy. "It's not your fault." "It's your demons, man." "I hope the best for you."
He's worst than a fucking cutter. Cut vertically dammit.... V-E-R-T-I-C-A-L-L-Y!!!!

I guess he's more like Brett Favre than he'd care to admit.