Because apparently it's ok!!

And i do not put all my business out there what makes you think those 3 things are the only things i have to deal with? Yes i have had days from 5 am and
going to bed at 3 or 4am i get it. I am not saying EVERY SINGLE PERSON is like this

I am also not saying i do not wish to see EVERY GENT WHO IS OVERWEIGHT OR OBESE.
I am saying in my mind i have an image of size limit where i know i can not provide as a provider with my size

He personal told me after he would not contact me that he posted something that is how i found out

I guess my difficulty in that kind of session is different than yours. What i consider to be awkward may not be what you consider to be awkward

It would have never came to this if he had stopped contacting me like he said not send me 2 more emails after that. He could have not told me seeing as i cant see it but he made it a point to let me know.

My professionalism is out the window this is now my heart speaking not my mind and has been for a while if everyone wants to come at me about this and that when i was simply saying how disrespected i feel then ok.

And all this time, I thought there was missing money. If you can be as forthright as you are on here in public, then surely you coulda been forthright with me and just told me the truth. I'm a big boy (no pun intended) I can handle it. Telling me I shorted you is more offensive. Sorry I didn't meet/exceed your lofty standards. I tried to be a fun date cuz I knew I wasn't necessarily gonna wow you with my beautiful body. Personality obviously means nothing anymore. I'll stop short of apologizing for all the 'contact' tho. Isn't contact what this hobby/profession is all about?

Its hard to stay mature when grown men are also not acting mature. Some things you can keep to yourself and obviously he could have kept that and i could have kept my hurt and anger but its already out now and im not going to rescind it. I do apologize if anyone feels offended but i said there is nothing wrong if you are ok with your body then thats good . You should be. I think i do a good job of handling everything and then something like this happens what do you expect?
did i quit my job did i stop what i was doing did i let it distract me, no.

If i say that i cannot meet these days, and you ask me , how is it on me . I specifically set aside work and study time every week and plan everything accordingly. Its not a matter of balancing things. When i am asked after saying i am not available or posting my weekly schedule on my website and getting asked if i can meet when it says i am not available , then oh she cant handle it . No. I am low volume for a reason because i know exactly how much time i have.

It is not a matter of if being too more so than , i say i am available 1 or 2 days per week and i post the days and times and then i am asked about days i absolutely know i cant. Whats the point of even being organized then. Because i plan everything a week in advance, months in advance. If i know i will be busy i take the entire week off so that i dont have to make promises i cant keep

Ok but the AMOUNT of contacting -_______- i litetally cant everyonr is missing the point! I just said you were nice and funny! Im sure othet providers love you i just did not like what was going on contact wise.

And you did short me, its not just one things everything factors in. I have organized everything through the use of my website if ur going to disregard my posted schedule then theres nothing i can do. I really dont want to get into this anymore nothing i say will make it better. I already said all i needed to say and im not going to respond to this anymore. I have complimented and tried to get people to see things my way, but i am wrong either way i turn when all i wanted to do was let the gents who may have read his post that he should not have told me about that i felt very overwhelmed not from everything going on, but sinply by the amount of contact i received from ONE PERSON.
is that mature enough for you? I will ACTUALLY just walk away, not say i am, but i will.

I just said he said he wasnt going to contact me then he emailed me again but that is all. Bye everyone

Oops . I goofed. I thought you meant physical contact. I'm sorry for being aggressive in trying to contact you. I should have looked at the schedule on your website. I guess i was too busy looking at the pics. LOL.

May I interject here and announce that I for one am not busy, ladies. Less of course you want help moving. In which case I am terribly busy and please don't contact me.

Everyone is taking everything personally so i guess this is needed
im not saying every person on here doesnt have lives and isnt busy. And yes i also worked at 5 am what is the point i get it i know people have full days and full lives and have lots going on just like i do which is why i thought there would be mutual respect of this Originally Posted by KeiraLeone

I'm not

fer a ...small funnel ...ya sure is diggin yerself in a ...big hole

everyone is taking it personal..no..well maybe one person is..cuz there is collateral damage goin on here to someone..

at some point you will understand..this biz does affect your personal.....wellbeing...

unless of course you're living in the lifestyles of the rich and famous..